How did that happen???

I just looked over my last few posts and realized, I'VE BECOME A FREAKING SUZIE HOMEMAKER. How did this happen? What happened to that girl who wore her black doc's, ripped jeans, bulky sweaters, knit caps and who used to sit in cool coffee houses for hours on end talking about politics and how we were gonna change the world and never sell out. Who would write poetry late into the night drinking coffee and smoking cigarettes. Who went to art house plays and other artsy things. I haven't done any of these things in over 3 years. Now i bake apple pies from scratch and crochet blankets and other useful things. Sigh. How did i get here? Now i'm not saying i don't like this life as much...it's just well sooooo...what's the word?